Random Randomness!

" In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: IT GOES ON."- Robert Frost

I find myself throughout the day pondering things, and wondering what others are doing, thinking, participating in, feeling etc. One thing I find myself doing a lot is reading true life stories, watching documentaries and history, and reading my daily quote or quotes that someone else has come up with. Along with that, choosing one word in the dictionary, learning about it and trying to use it somehow. With this said, it has created this monster I like to call Mae-Zila. I have created this obsession with seeing, or peeking into the lives of others. Not in a creepy way, not to judge, disrespect, discriminate against, or disregard; just see in.


As I'm sitting on my couch in the dark, with just the glow of my computer screen, I can't help but listen to the rain outside and wonder what others are doing at this very moment in their lives.

I feel like we are all brought up with this preconceived notion that we are all suppose to be this specific person at a certain time, with these specified guidelines to life, but never given a life manual. Maybe this is just coming from a person that holds a pitchfork to my life for every poor, misjudged, misguided, misrepresented decision I have ever done; yes even down to childhood. But, at the same time doesn't hold anybody attached to me nearly to as high of standards as I do for myself.

We all know, no matter how difficult the mud puddle is in front of us, (metaphorically speaking), we some how find a way to; jump over it, stomp through it, play in it, talk to it as if that will make it go away, curse at it, or frankly go around it. What ever choice you choose or should say I choose, I constantly badger myself about the choices I make everyday. It's like the energizer bunny brain, that constantly is moving at a rate that never subsides.

If there is any of you out there that tends to follow in my brain's foot steps, please feel free to jump on in and share. Let me get a glimpse into maybe an inch of normalcy to which I stand in.

Yes as you see, this one quote that I started my post about created all this madness in my mind. Blah, Blah, Blah.....and to you a Valium to get you through my blogness :)


Also, I have had people ask me what type of blog my blog is going to be about, this is my answer: Everything that has to deal with life, lives, my life, what is going on at the present moment life, past lives, I'm thinking you're getting my drift. Hence my name that I have had forever: MAELUVSLIFE :)

Oh and BTW I'm really into makeup right now. All kinds, not just pretty face makeup, everything down to scary, creepy crawly makeup, weird I know....but look who it is ;)

Yes the quintessential word of the day:

TRUCKLE: to act in a subservient manner. (oh man, that makes me laugh) -inside joke-

But as always I wish you all the love and happiness that life can give and fulfill in the present moment.

Luv Luvs,

Mae

Dear Facebook

Dear Facebook,

I do enjoy you 90% of the time, but lately I've been feeling a lot of disrespectful, greed filled, miss representation of you and your so called friends.

If you read this, please understand that there are no real requirements of you for facebook, but I believe there are requirements of human maturity and love of one another.

Thanks for reading, any thoughts comments would be great!

Thinking that the road less traveled will be me on facebook!

Luv Luvs,

Mae

Life In General right now!

From Mar 13, 2011

Lately I feel a real big shift in life in general. I think there is so much change for so many people across the country. I want to first off give my ultimate love, prayers, and hope for those involved in everything going on around the world, whether it is the earthquake in Japan/Tsunami, wars still going on in Afghanistan/Iraq, the horrible things going on in Libya, etc.

It really makes you wonder why there is so much disaster going on around the world. I believe even more than ever that this makes us come to the realization that we are all extremely connected no matter where you live. Everything that occurs effects everyone! I find myself having to turn off the news for awhile and take a breath, just to not overwhelm my anxiety and emotions going on for everyone.

I just wanted to come on here and give my love, support, thoughts, prayers, and what ever else I can do for worldwide support!

So for those of you out there, what are your thoughts on this, and do you think things are going to slowly get better, or worse?

Luv Luvs,

Mae

Cycling/Bicycle riding :)

Sorry its been awhile since I have posted something, but I'm going to start posting more, hopefully a lot more!!!!


My friend Courtney and I rode about 15 miles today and it was beautiful and breath taking! We had to show the streets signs of how far we went.

Lately I have been taking up bicycle riding again and have been loving every minute of it. I use to ride my bike every where about four years ago and as my body started to act crazy with me, I stopped riding my bike. I thought bike riding was going to be the last thing that my body was going to allow me to do, but I was WRONG! I have no joint or leg pain/discomfort and I actually feel amazing right after and even days after.

As those of you know I have had to give up quite a lot of my sports, especially the extreme ones, and that also meant giving up part of my soul. I have always been a super active, and when I say super I mean S-U-P-E-R active person. So, it was devastating learning that my body just can't do certain things anymore. I have been trying all kinds of things to start figuring exercise wise what I could do that wouldn't affect my condition...... well, bike riding wins the award! Yay! I still do Yoga also, but a much more toned down Yoga. I think I'm finally slowly dealing with my despair from having to release my business which entailed lots of hours of dance, and exercise. I'm finally starting to feel okay about it. So we will see what tomorrow brings! :)