Random Randomness!

" In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: IT GOES ON."- Robert Frost

I find myself throughout the day pondering things, and wondering what others are doing, thinking, participating in, feeling etc. One thing I find myself doing a lot is reading true life stories, watching documentaries and history, and reading my daily quote or quotes that someone else has come up with. Along with that, choosing one word in the dictionary, learning about it and trying to use it somehow. With this said, it has created this monster I like to call Mae-Zila. I have created this obsession with seeing, or peeking into the lives of others. Not in a creepy way, not to judge, disrespect, discriminate against, or disregard; just see in.


As I'm sitting on my couch in the dark, with just the glow of my computer screen, I can't help but listen to the rain outside and wonder what others are doing at this very moment in their lives.

I feel like we are all brought up with this preconceived notion that we are all suppose to be this specific person at a certain time, with these specified guidelines to life, but never given a life manual. Maybe this is just coming from a person that holds a pitchfork to my life for every poor, misjudged, misguided, misrepresented decision I have ever done; yes even down to childhood. But, at the same time doesn't hold anybody attached to me nearly to as high of standards as I do for myself.

We all know, no matter how difficult the mud puddle is in front of us, (metaphorically speaking), we some how find a way to; jump over it, stomp through it, play in it, talk to it as if that will make it go away, curse at it, or frankly go around it. What ever choice you choose or should say I choose, I constantly badger myself about the choices I make everyday. It's like the energizer bunny brain, that constantly is moving at a rate that never subsides.

If there is any of you out there that tends to follow in my brain's foot steps, please feel free to jump on in and share. Let me get a glimpse into maybe an inch of normalcy to which I stand in.

Yes as you see, this one quote that I started my post about created all this madness in my mind. Blah, Blah, Blah.....and to you a Valium to get you through my blogness :)


Also, I have had people ask me what type of blog my blog is going to be about, this is my answer: Everything that has to deal with life, lives, my life, what is going on at the present moment life, past lives, I'm thinking you're getting my drift. Hence my name that I have had forever: MAELUVSLIFE :)

Oh and BTW I'm really into makeup right now. All kinds, not just pretty face makeup, everything down to scary, creepy crawly makeup, weird I know....but look who it is ;)

Yes the quintessential word of the day:

TRUCKLE: to act in a subservient manner. (oh man, that makes me laugh) -inside joke-

But as always I wish you all the love and happiness that life can give and fulfill in the present moment.

Luv Luvs,

Mae